March 03, 2012

Scared and confused

I have an internal conflict.  I have committed to do something — something pretty big — that I don’t like one bit.  Every time I am reminded of it, I become afraid and angry.  Ain’t a great feeling to be angry and upset, so I changed my world slightly so that I can hide that terrible thing from my sight... and I can pretend as if everything is just normal.

I wonder now, what’s the path of lesser pain?  Postponing the real problem until last minute, or facing it today and finding a solution sooner?  The latter definitely sounds more honest... maybe that’s the better of the two?

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